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Added 2008-01-10 @ 1:54 a.m.. Quote: Reading: Watching: For some reason, tonight I can't stop reminiscing on a a certain feeling I used to have. You know that feeling when you first meet someone and you happen to really like them? You stay up all night thinking about them or, in today's day and age of cell phones and internet, you stay up all night texted or iming them. I did that with every guy I met, it seems. I remember text messaging these people until I fell asleep. Like Bobby. Or Zak. I remember, right before he left for basic training and he wouldn't be able to contact me without writing me via snail mail, I would stay up as late as he was up to text him. For like a week or so I was barely making it to school on time. And then I would text him while I was in school. I wasn't paying attention or anything. I was just talking to him. Luke and I did that too. Although, I wasn't having to wake up at 6:30 in the morning to get to school at the time. But still. I would stay up all night and talk to him on the phone while he was working the grave yard shift at 7-11. We would talk until a customer came to the register. Then he would set his phone down, do business with them, and then pick up the phone and talk to me about anything. Jesus, sometimes we would just sit there in silence and we would be perfectly fine with it. I remember his phone actually got stolen while he was at work and on the phone with me. He set it down, like usual, and the next thing I know, click! I was so worried. It was ridiculous. I thought he had gotten attacked or something, of course. That's who I am. Some times we still stay up and talk. But we usually fall asleep together now, so it's practically the same thing as falling asleep on the phone together. Now that I think about, I haven't slept a night without him since, like, early August. We have been together for six months, Luke and I, and now we're starting to look for an apartment together for when we finish our freshman year. It's going to be bliss. Well, Luke wants to go to bed or something, so I will have to end it at that. - Beckie
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